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18 March 2008 @ 10:38 pm
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TREOS broke up.

I read that and felt completely sick to my stomach and then burst into tears.


Feeling the need to vent, I thought this might be a reason for me to start posting in this again but I cannot put into words how much this is effecting me at the moment.

Maybe once the thought of never seeing TREOS perform again sets in, ill be able to make sense of it.

 
 
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09 October 2007 @ 02:55 pm
ugh.  
i have no idea what to do.

i have the opportunity to take a 2 week course for free and get paid miniumum wage to take the course and then have a couple weeks of training and go to full time as a STNA. I would be making almost 3 times as much as i do now every 2 weeks. 
butttt. i would also be giving up a lot of my free time and not be able to go to my shows like i do now or road trip as much as i would like.
im afraid that my entire social life will vanish because most likely i would be working 3pm to 11pm, 5 days a week.
its a really great opportunity, im just not sure if i really really want to do it or not.

orrrrr i can keep applying to different jobs and just hope that one will call me back. and im so sick of applications and looking for a new job..

i cant make a decision.
 
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12 August 2007 @ 03:08 pm
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5/20/2007- fall out boy/ the academy is/cobra starship/+44
8/2/2007- cleveland warped tour- boys like girls/the matches/hawthorne heights/starylight run
8/8/2007- pittsburgh warped tour- envy on the coast/the fold/drop dead, gorgeous/POS
8/9/2007- kevin devine/grace read/jesse lacey

upcoming:
september 9, 11, 12- envy on the coast/TREOS/emanuel
october 16- eisley
november 17- the academy is
november 18- blg/valencia/atl
december 12, 13- brand new




^ just to keep track of shows ive been going to.
 
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03 August 2007 @ 12:11 pm
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just to keep track of my shows since i have no time to update at the moment.

5/20- fall out boy/ the academy is/ cobra starship/ +44
8/2- warped tour- hawthorne heights/boys like girls/the matches/straylight run

only got to see 4 bands because of the freaking hurricane that hit cleveland.

okay, so maybe it wasnt a hurricane because we dont live by an ocean.. but it was probably worse.
i got a couple pics that i may post later.
 
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13 April 2007 @ 02:02 pm
hot damn.  
you probably thought i dropped off the face of the earth or something.
but no.
still here.
just really busy.

let's start with march.
beginning= amazing. end=not so much.

march 5... the audition/jacks mannequin show.
got there early. front row. stayed up front for the audition. thats about it. the graduate was pretty cool. lead singer has some crazy mad perfect skin. got a drumstick from them. yay? jacks mannequin was pretty sweet. it was nice to see andrew perform again... considering the last time i saw him (something corporate) was at a good charlotte show in like 2004. he has "manned up" for sure.  lol i still miss his crazy hair though. lol.
hug out by merch tables half the night. saw danny. melissa told him she liked his sweatshirt. lol. he said he had hers and mine... yeah. weird ass. then we witnessed stuff between him and some chick... she was drunk.. explainable. but lets just say...i really would prefer not getting bitched at by the lead singer of one of my favorite bands over the internet anymore. good show though. first time seeing them. i was pretty much psyched.

march 6th... gym class heroes show w/ POS K-OS and Rx Bandits.
front row. first ones there. duh? love those boys times 10.  great show. dance party times a million. "clothes off" was played last. groped De-Jesus... yeah boiiiii. fans dancing on stage... travie dancing in the balcony.. nicee. people i hate at that show. they should die. seriously. i actually wrote a review for this show for my school newspaper. i would post it.. but i dont have it at the moment.

April 8th- AP tour w/ ENVY ON THE COAST, as tall as lions, cute is what we aim for (what we want? lol?), and circa survive.
front row.. yet again. it was raining inside... and no, im not kidding. ryan even pointed it out. this time i actually brought my camera... stayed up from for ENVY then left to say hi to the boys. they didnt come out until after cutes set. argh. definitely worth it though. melissa asked sal if he anyone ever told him he looked like timmy (if you dont know who timmy is.. figure it out) hes like "no, never", kidding of course.. and plowed his head into the side of the chair/melissa we were sitting on... lol hes amazing. then he said how much of a cool guy timmy was and.. blah blah blah. and signed our posters. ryan came out. said hi to him. got a sweet hand shake thingy. lol told him that i was disappointed that they werent playing cleveland warped. he said they actually planned on coming back before warped.. i got excited. and told him they should have played "paperback".. he said he actually voted for it.. but "you wont hear this" won. he signed our posters. said hi to brian. he signed our posters. found dan... sitting alone.. no one bothering him. talked to him.. hes all like "no one wrote your name on these yet?" lol i heart him. he knew how to spell my name.. and paused like he knew something... which he probably did. i was embarassed. yeah.. long story. kind of. talked to him about the weather and their drive from detroit. melissa told him about getting in an accident the day before... looked for jer. he disappeared. kind of disappointing. lol i was debating raping sal's head for like an hour.... and i was joking around and pushed melissa and brian told us to stop fighting.. lol?. then finally i grabbed sal's head. lol he turned around and smiled at me. told him i just wanted to touch his hair. so soft. you have no idea. anyways... ENVY are pretty much the nicest boys ever. ever have a chance to say hi? defnitely do it. or to see them... DO IT.
haha. im going to have to go back and read my entry from last summer when i first saw them.. i remember predicting them to be huge... and now its happening. i love being right.
pictures below.
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more of an update over the weekend with the rest of whats been going on. (IE... snow in the middle of april?)
 
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10 February 2007 @ 02:50 pm
February say what?  
wow. i only update like once a month.
FTW.
that'll change... soon.

im always on the internet... just i never find time to update this... even though i pretty much have all the time in the world.

anyways... 
so yesterday i got called into my guidance counselors office at school.. and im thinking... "what the heck did i do now?"
but it actually turned into being a good thing.
she just wanted to ask my permission to submit my grades and test scores for a scholarship opportunity.
pretty exciting.
even though im only the 6th choice in my senior class. she ended up picking 8 of us. and if the 5 before me dont get it.. then i will.
its kind of a long shot. but all i can do is hope.
if i did get it.. it would pay for half of my college tuition a year.

shows coming up in the next couple months:
The Audition- 3/5
Gym Class Heroes- 3/6
Halifax-4/1
Envy On The Coast- 4/8
Fall Out Boy/The Academy Is...- 5/20
there are actually a couple more... but unfortunately... i think that i would be broke if i added anymore.
fall out boy alone is 50 dollars... along with gas money on top of that. ah.
anyways.... we plan on having front row for all of these.. yep.

i bought Fall Out Boys new album the day it came out... i love it.
even though i downloaded it like 3 weeks before that.
but its good... tttyg still owns though.
i dont think anything will ever top that.

TAI new CD april 3rd. woot. excited.
PATD new CD.... fall?
still waiting for the build god video. dryhumpinganyone?

oh yeah!

me= new mod for [info]teh_eljay_crew
go join... now.

alright... im out.

 
 
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13 January 2007 @ 02:43 pm
FOB show  
wayyyy over due for an update.

since I last updated... i got a new puppy. we actually got him last saturday. he's 8 weeks year old (a pug.. yes, that makes 3 now) and we named him Riley.
he's the cutest thing EVER.
see pictures under cut.

speaking of pictures... i know i still have to post this providence/the hush sound pictures.
ill get to it.
soon hopefully.
im lazy.

ok.
fall out boy show.
hell yeah.
it was thursday... and it was amazing.
i loved the fact that they decided to play smaller venues... it made it that much better.
anyways...

i went with lindz and melissa. we got there about 45 minutes before the doors opened. there really werent as many people there early as i thought there would be.
when we got it, we went down on the floor.. probably about 10 feet from the stage. to the right... (where pete stands.. duh)
throughout the whole show, we managed to keep this circle in between us because we wanted dancing space. lol. anytime someone would go to stand there... we would tell them to move. they pretty much thought we were crazy. haha. either that.. or we would start coughing and be like "damn.. i hate having mono" or like "I HAVE MONO!"lol yeah... sounds dumb... but it was funny. this girl and her friends tried to follow a security gueard through the crowd and she stood right in front of me.. so im like "move, you cant stand here"  and shes like "no, i think ill stay right here" so then i stepped in front of her friends and told her that her friends arent going to be able to stand by her. after that she gave up and said some more shit.. and i was just being a bitch.. and she left. lol. im pretty sure everyone either loved us because of our bitchiness and found it humoress.. or absolutely hated us. most likely they all hated us... except for a couple of girls that were standing behind us and in front of us that found it to be funny.

permanent ME was good. i realyl only heard their music one other time... but yeah. they were cool. the guitar player is my husband this week. he was so pretty. and i wanted to steal his hoodie.. it was white. the lead singer made some pretty scary faces when he sang... no joke. 

the early november. ah. they bored me.. i seriously almost fell asleep. it was the second time i had seen them.. they just bored me.

New Found Glory... ohyes. also my second time seeing them. this time>the last. oh man... crazy dance time.
they were really good. i was definitely impressed.
and i knew pretty much all of the songs minus 3. that was exciting... i dont even know how i knew them... mmhmmm.

alright.. FALL OUT BOY.
oh yes.
im just gonna say... before they even came out.. i screamed my ass off. want to know why?
their opening song playing in the background was living on a prayer by bon jovi.
and if you know me... then you know i LOVE LOVE LOVE bon jovi. ah. so that was exciting. i was signing like whoa.
lol.

so their show was amazing. pete had on a cute brown coat with fur on the hood that he eventually took off.. he had a shirt that said andy on it.
and andy wore one that said joe and joe wore one that said patrick on it. and patrick wore a fluffy white coat the whole time with the hood up. kind of upset me. he didnt even put his hood down or take it off once. ah. but i was guessing patrick was wearing one that said pete on it... because thats the only one left.
i thought it was cute them wearing shirts with each others name on them.
wooo.
during dance dance pete did the infamous spasm move... and so did we. lol.
gorgeousface.
pete mentioned that the agora was the first place.. back in the day, that they ever sold out besides a club in their hometown. ctown loves fob.
 they played "this aint a scene..." but didnt play "carpal tunnel of love"... and i really really wanted them to.
they also didnt play "chicago is so two years ago"
argh.
during "sophomore slump" none other than... mr. william beckett himself... came out to sing the last part.
hotdamn. william in cleveland??? i really do think so.
i screamed like an effing fangirl.. which is so not like me.
that definitely made my night.
you have no idea.. he looked so so so gorgeous. nice haircut. lol.
everyone was like "who is that?"
gosh. i hate people. heh.
rumor was that all of hit the lights was there also.. and steve from punchline also.. but i didnt see them.

ew.. okay, so im not sure during which song it was... but i was like dancing.. and this guy comes up behind me.. and i step in front of him because he was going to step in our "dancing circle" and then he's all like... "hey... sorry if you dont feel like moshing.." so i just turn around and keep dancing.. and then he's like "my little brother is up there..." and im like "yeah right... suck my dick" so then he's like "you can do that after the show". and i was like WTF... and just looked at him like what did you just say to me.. then he started to walk away... and i felt someone touch me.. and he put his hand on my back and i turned around... and i wasnt exactly sure what he said because I didnt hear him... but my sister said he said something "baby"... and melissa said she thought he said "ill see you later baby" or something like that.
anyways... he was a complete dick.. and i was like WTF i should have freaking slapped him for saying that.
yeah... ah.. anyways.

okay.. another ew.
we were standing kind of right under a balcony with these 2 chicks in it.. and they were drinking.. so they kept spilling beer on us... and i have no idea if it was on purpose or not.. but it was gross. they were like really REALLY nasty and has like ginormous boobs.. and watching them dance from underneath was not such a pretty sight. lots and lots of jiggling going on. alright.. so they pete steps to the far right of the stage.. and they then proceed to dumb their beer on him... and also end up getting it on the speakers.. i pretty much wanted to kick their ass and tell them how fucking rude they were. but i didnt. and couldnt.
one of the security guards came and yelled at them and took their beer away. haha. bitches.

yeah.. it was definitely a night for people to be complete douche bags.

other than those few incidents... my night was amazing.
i wish i could relive it over again.


unfortunately... we were in such a hurry to leave.. that i forgot my camera at home.. i was so pissed at myself! AH.

BUT.. under the cut.. i did find a video of william singing with FOB that someone posted from that night.. so thats the best i can do for now.


( FTW )
 
 
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26 December 2006 @ 01:43 pm
Merry Christmas!  
so i know that im a day late.

but MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone!!

my christmas was pretty much awesome.
lots of money. a new stereo. new phone. tons of socks and earrings. blankets (yeah.. everyone knows im obsessive over blankets lol). DDR. candles. and tons of other stuff.

i still have to put up my this providence pictures. its just time consuming.. resizing.. and posting on my photobucket and then on here. ill eventually get around to it.

alright... so.. the outline show on friday.

melissa and I left at like 4 in order to get there on time... and we stopped at subway also.
but anyways... we get there.. and there was no one there.. so we're like WTF.
and then these 2 girls are like.. "the show was cancelled 10 minutes ago"
yeah... sucks.

 it turns out that only one of the bands showed up.. and they were local anyways. props to them though.

anyways.. i was pretty upset. you know.. i really couldnt wait to see them again. grr.

so we ended up just hanging out in mayfield for the night.
lol it was actually pretty amusing.

melissa and me came up with a list of things that we blame the outline for making us do because they cancelled the show:

i wasted 2389478923 gallons of gas.
we gained 5 pounds eating ice cream.
my car almost died.
they made me buy yarn so melissa could knit me a scarf.
we had to wee(get it?) in circuit city.
my pants gained a pound from the rain and puddles.
melissas hair will now be frizzy for a month.
we had to change parking spots 3 times.
a guy almost took off the door to my car.
they made us fry our hair for no reason.
caused melissa to buy a new purse and spend money.

im sure there was more... but i just cant think about it at the moment.

anyways.. when i got home i commented the outline and told them how upset i was about their show being cancelled.

and austen commented back and told me he was sorry and they really wanted to be there.. and all that.
he said they would try to be back in the beginning of the year. YAY.

anyways... austen is going to be another one of my baby's daddy. its true.
and according to melissa.. our children are going to have gorgeous hair because his hair is amazingly soft and stuff and i suppose i just have pretty hair. lol.

yeah... im going to have like 293472893 children from 2394872389 different guys.
true story.

i have to get ready for work.....
blehhhhhhhh.
 
 
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15 December 2006 @ 09:03 pm
busy busy busy.  
okay.. fast update.

the show on monday was amazing.
i met the future father of my children... more details later. haha.

pictures soon.. thats a promise.

christmas shopping on sunday.

painting my room tomorrow.

exciting.

the outline show next friday.. i get to see my sexy pantless drummer (hopefully without pants again) and my beautiful boy with amazingly soft hair.
yes, they have names... but i just dont feel like using them.

bought tickets for fall out boy today.
excited.
less than a month.

found out gym class heroes will be here at the HOB in march. 
ill be there.
count on it.

k.
shower.
bed.
 
 
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08 December 2006 @ 05:11 pm
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it has been a pretty okay week.

we had 2 snow days this week. tuesday and thursday.. i wasnt even expecting them.. so it makes it that much better. woot.

halifax was on wednesday.. but due to the weather conditions... we couldnt go. i was bummed. but ive seen them like 239478239 times.. so i got over it rather quickly.

3 days this week i woke up feeling like i was going to puke... ew.
then yesterday i actually did.
my mom told me that it was probably from my flu shot that i got on tuesday.

monday is the hush sound/this providence show.
im excited.
its at the grog shop.. pretty much my favorite venue ever. almost... the ODEON actualyl beats that... but considering that it closed... yeah.. you know.

im pretty much pissed that i missed the OC yesterday because the stupid browns and steelers game was on.. and i doubt they will replay it again. grrrr.

ew.
you know what?
they freaking played "cupid's chokehold" by gym class heroes on KISS FM yesterday.
yeah.. you could probably guess that i was pissed.
true story.
im thinking about calling them and telling them to never play it again because they always ruin amazing bands.
i was completely content with GCH being unkown and stuff. i want it to stay that way.
im selfish.
oh well.

i want to go shopping.
maybe.
we'll see.

i have to go get laundry out of the washer.

 
 
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21 November 2006 @ 06:29 am
excitement times 10.  
so.. i pitched an idea to the panic! lj community about giving jon a DVD of the OC... and im pretty sure its an amazing idea.
melissa came up with it.. and it going to be the shiz.

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HAS OFFERED TO HELP!

on another note... its tuesday... no school for the next 3 days. too bad i actually have to work the next 5 days.. minus 1. argh.

the new BRAND NEW album comes out today... im thinking about going to buy it after school. it should be good. i dont really know what to expect.

im going to a HALIFAX show on december 6th... a show that i only recently found out about only a week ago. how this happened?? no idea. it should be a party though.

and that following monday.. im going to see THE HUSH SOUND and THIS PROVIDENCE.

excited is an uderstatement.

alright... me= has to get ready for school!
 
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06 November 2006 @ 12:37 pm
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finally... got around to updating.
its been forever.

okay, so starting with.... my SAT. yes, i got my scores back. ah... lets just say... i did wayyyyy worse then i even imagined... 1640.
i really was expecting at least a 2000. seriously... im disappointed in myself. i mean... its above average... but still. i was pissed.

i also took my ACT like a week ago. i did even worse on that.. i know.. even though i dont get my score for another couple of weeks.
whatev. im sooo over standarized tests. ew.

on to better things!! chiodos/atreyu show was this past wednesday... it was AMAZING.
front row.
amazing music.
beautiful boys.
could it get any better? 
probably not.
RAM= rapid ass movement.. lol dont ask. 

so, i went to the mall yesterday.. and OLD NAVY. i had to get a bunch of clothes for my senior pictures in december.  i spent like 150 dollars.. or something.
i bought this amazingly soft scarf... i think i am in love with it... yeah.

so a couple of weeks ago.. i read this book called twilight... its amazing. READ IT.
i pretty much want to bang EDWARD. hahahahahah. i have a thing for vampires... maybe.

 
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21 October 2006 @ 06:41 pm
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hmm... this week was uber freaking long

even though i skipped monday.. it lasted for FREAKING ever.
ah.

alright, so last night i went to arabica with melissa... and we went to giant eagle because in eeded makeup and hair dye.
i was originally going to get black hair dye because thats the color i am used to. but instead i got red.. like a deep red. not purple though.

so i got home and dyed the underneath of my hair last night.

i wake up this morning after it was dry and only my roots were red where the black had grown out. so pretty much my hair is like 3 toned at the moment. not to say that the red isnt pretty... but i would rather have it be the whole underneath. ah. so tonight i have to go and get black dye to fix it. excited.. only not.
plus, i just realized that if the whole thing was red... that it would eventually fade to orange.... and that would be hella ugly. ah.

whatev.

tomorrow we are painting my living room. lovely.

im just excited because after we are done redoing the living room... i get to paint my room and i get a new bed. YAY. but this also involves taking down all my posters and pictures and stickers.... its going to be hell.. and look so bare. argh.

question: what should i be for halloween? lol... not that im going trick or treating.. but maybe halloween party?? haha.
 
 
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13 October 2006 @ 10:23 am
blah.  
no school today!
im stoked. i got to sleep in like whoa.
but then i woke up and pretty much cleaned my whole house... lovely eh?

anyways... no school monday either! ahh... only because its senior skip day though. woot.

work today... yuck. the only day i had off this week was tuesday so i worked 6 out of 7 days... thats like a record for me. not that im complaining... i need money... BAD.

tomorrow are the SATs... which then requires me to get up at like 4:30.. because i have to leave my house at 6 to go get melissa and we have to be to mentor high school by 7:45.... and you ask why im leaving so early? well, im not exactly sure where the school is.. and its so freaking big that i have no idea what room to go to.. hence the fact of leaving early. im not gonna lie... im not looking forward to a 4 hour test. ew.

so get this... im supposed to go to a silverstein/aiden show this coming thursday.. and my mom comes in my room yesterday and was all like "i hope you arent planning on going to any concerts in cleveland anytime soon" so i asked her why and she told me that a woman and her son got raped and abducted in the warehouse district in cleveland and that she doesnt want me going down there. of course... im all like WTF. lol that made me so mad.. i just told her no..im still going though. you know how long ive been waiting for this??? yeah.. THAT long.

i need a new purse.. seriously. ive been looking for one FOREVER! no joke. like there are so many purses that are cute. but they arent what i want. i want something with a long strap and a big purse. lol... like a sling bag.. you know? yeah.. so if you have any suggestions where i could get a purse... do tell.

on another note. ive been trying to find new songs to put on my IPOD.. any songs/bands in mind?
 
 
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02 October 2006 @ 07:05 pm
FINALLY.  
so i thought it was about time i wrote my gym class heroes show blog.

yeah.. its wayyyy over due. 

anyways...

bands: patent pending, hangar 18, cobra starship, gym class heroes.
venue: grog shop.

alright...
so.. this was like... almost 2 weeks ago.
melissa and I got to the grog shop around 3ish.

surprising... we WERE NOT the first ones there. there were 2 chicks from out of state... didnt really bother me though.. we were still the first ones from ohio.

when we got there.. we saw GCH walking down the sidewalk.. yes, all of them. lol we can pretty much pick travis out of any crowd.

while we were waiting... travis came out and sat down and talked awhile... and disashi came out with an acoustic guitar and talked. the rest of the boys were walking around... saw everyone from patent pending. the only person we didnt see was the lovely gabe saporta.. he was pretty much hiding.

had a bunch of chicks show up that i dislike rather much... we wont get into that though.

anyways.. doors opened 6:30ish.

melissa and me had front row.. duh.. not that there is even much of a front row, if you have ever been to the grog shop then you know that there is no barricade and the stage comes up to your knees. its pretty much my favorite venue.

patent pending played first.... im not gonna lie.. its really fun to say their name.. lol. seriously. but anyways.. they were pretty good. they actually got the crowd hyped up pretty well. props to them.. thats extremely hard to do. they made me smile.

next... hangar 18. alright. let me take a second to explain... not the average band that you would expect to be playing with a band like cobra starship.
number one. 2 guys in the band.
number two. no musical instruments.
number three. pretty much rappercentral.
a little weirded out in the beginning.. but i actually enjoyed it. lie? definitely not. they were pretty cool. had a good beat to dance to.. you know.

alright.. COBRA STARSHIP. and the lovely mr.gabe saporta (AKA. one of the loves of my life). well.. what to say... they make me want to dance? their music is way different from midtown? i really dont know what to say about them. i guess it was wayyyyy different than i expected... but in a good way. dont get me wrong at all. i really enjoyed them. i mean... granted the chick in there made me a little uneasy... part of me thinks she is just for appearance.. not really a important active part of the band.. i mean, im not one to judge because i know absolutely nothing about her.. except that she stands there in hooker boots and poses for pictures like paris hilton.. and while she is at it.. she plays 2 keys on the keyboard thing... lovely aye? i dont know.. she kind of made me uncomfortable.. besides that.. they were good for it being their 8th live show. gabe makes me happy when he dances.. he is such an uber dork. i love it.

alright.. finally.. mother fucking gym class heroes. helllls yeah. seriously. this band is love. my first time seeing them... majorly impressed and thats even an understatement. i dont know if ive ever had so much respect for a band the first time ive seen them.. i mean maybe? but it comes really close. travis makes me smile.. especially because he had to have said the word SEXY at least 23490872839 times. they made me dance like no other. these boys are going to be huge... be prepared.

alright.. so besides this update that was WAY overdue.. i have been working like whoa. arabica on the weekends.

tomorrow is a college visit with akron U. im stoked. mostly because this is one of the colleges i will be picking from... exciting? a little... scary? A LOT.

hmm.. little FYI- i got a new photobucket. basically.... i put so many pictures in my other one.. i needed to start a new one for just my show pics. yay.

speaking of...
 
 
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24 September 2006 @ 08:16 pm
ermmm.  
alright... lets just say the gym class heroes show was amazing as shit.

cobra starship owned.
gym class more than owned.

i LOVED it.

pictures and full entry tomorrow... since im not going to school... because im dumb and forgot all my shit at school to write a paper... and i went to get it today. and they had the gates closed.

oops.
 
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20 September 2006 @ 06:08 am
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Alright... so fast update before school.

 

monday i had a meeting with my guidance counselor... about college and crap... there is just so much to do and so not a lot of time.

she told me that right now im 13th in my class.. and that i had the ability to be top 10.. so i think thats what im gonna work for. wooot. and i told her that i either want to go to akron or kent..but she told me to look into some private colleges because i could get more money from them rather then a larger college. im thinking about it.

i went to a meeting with a representative from notre dame on monday.. and today im going to see someone from ashland U. eh. we'll see. college makes me stressed... and im not even in it yet. argh.

okay... on another note. i finished my article for the newspaper last night.. i actually think its not half bad. i could have done better, but good enough.
i have a stupid english paper rough draft due tomorrow which i barely started.... and i really dont want to do... AT ALL.

but to look on the brighter side... tomorrow the the gym class heroes/cobra starship show... im stoked. like you have no idea... melissa and me are getting out of school early... and then we are going to come to my house.. get ready.. leave... be front row... dance party... like you know how. haha.

BUT another down side... hawthorne heights changed the freaking venue for the nintendo fusion tour in cleveland... to somewhere in lakewood.. and i have no idea where it is or how to get there.... SOOOOOOOO... i need to figure something out.. i only have a little over a week. and it doesnt look good at all. im going to be pissed if i end up not going... UGH!!!!!

mmmmk... i need to get ready for school.....

 
 
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17 September 2006 @ 01:13 pm
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so... this last week... sucked ass.

first 5 day week of school. it was uber long. damn.

arabica on friday... and yesterday... mmhmmm.

its was kind of lame.. too many people on friday... not enough on saturday. i also had to work yesterday.. and i have to work today... ew.

rents are gone.. they went to canada.. .along with my sister and adam. so im here for 2 days by myself. exciting?? maybe not.

bored actually. i would totally be sleeping right now if i could. but i have work.

friday... melissa and me pierced our 3rd holes.. so that would give me 7 piercings in my ears now. i pierced her cartilage for her too.. again. haha. yeah. it beats having to pay someone to do it. whatev.

i cant wait until thursday... gym class heroes/cobra starship show!! hellls yeah. im stoked. i need a show. true story.

ahhhh anyways... im outty.

happy birthday jwalk!
 
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11 September 2006 @ 09:55 pm
ahhhhh  
i know i suck..
its the truth.
i havent updated in forever.
i apologize.

ever since school started... life has been pure chaos... i never realized how much time i actually DONT have. its insane.

i mean.. its really hard to find time in between [school, work, friends, family, arabica time, shows, trying to sell ads, reading, sleep] to actually get on the internet and update this thing... most of the time when i actually have a moment free to do it... im usually on my way to bed.. haha... which is the case right now.

speaking of books though... ive read 3 in the last week... and i know what youre thinking...i thought that you said you had no free time on your hands??? true story... but i have 2 study halls everyday... and thats what im fill my time doing. its kind of like a new found love?? idk how to explain it.. but im reading lullaby by chuck palahiuk right now.. i started it today... about one fourth done... ill probably finish is by tomorrow night... or wednesday night.  as of right now?? its confuses the hell out of me.... but ill let you know when im done.

alright... im going to bed... better update thats not so boring soon.. PROMISE.

[i never thought i would say it... but i loved miss summer]
 
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01 September 2006 @ 12:06 am
best moment.. EVER.  
so who else is excited that panic! won video of the year??

because i am.. i pretty much almost peed my pants... and cried... i was so happy for them.

they truly looked HAPPY. and i love it.. it makes me smile when i think about it.

that made my night... no lies.

ahhhhhhh!@#$!@#$@!#()UR()@#


tomorrow= trendy show.
me= stoked.
 
 
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